Feeling torn and guilty.

Connor is sick with a bad ear infection, start of another ear infection, and probably some sinus pressure. I feel horrible for him. He can't sleep, he sleeps on me when he does, and wants me to hold him most of the rest of the day. Ofcourse, I want to, and need to both for me and him....but here's my problem:I feel bad for Breydan. I feel he's being neglected. Our tempers are short because we've been up on and off all night for more than a week, and still having to go go go all day long. Being a parent of two is so hard sometimes. I hate feeling like I'm choosing one over the other. :(